because i am super bored.

no one reads this xanga so i can write how i feel. freedom!

i am the champion of messing up relationships! i don't know why, but God gave me this amazing talent. He said "let her fail horribly when it comes to members of the opposite sex".

i am afraid to get close to people. i am afraid to get hurt. i am afraid to mess things up. i am afraid of letting someone down. i am afraid i'll be peer pressured. i am afraid that i'll get attatched to someone. i am afraid of letting my guard down. i am afraid to show someone i care. i am afraid of myself.

e and i have been dating for about 2 months. i think that it's done. 4 years of liking each other to be ended because of a stupid thing that someone did...oh yeah, that'd be me.

have you ever done or said something stupid and regretted it? i bet you have. you must know that no matter what you say, you can't fix it. i need a time machine.... Anyone want to lend me theirs?