More random life.
Just got home. Stayed late at the movie theater to watch Miss Congeniality 2, which comes out...today. I need the soundtrack.
More movie theater stuff...Saw Eric, Nick, and Carey at the movies. Had fun talking with them.
In a crappy sort of mood. One of my teachers asked my counselor if I was pregnant. I have such low self-esteem anyway, and that just was the icing on top of the cake. As if I don't hate my body enough, let's give me more reason to. Ugh. He said that I was showing people my stomach, which I would never do in a million years. I hate my stomach. My stomach is gross and big and is not revealed to the world unless it is required swimming in gym. He also said that he over-heard me say my "breasts" were tender. First of all, he must have confused me with someone because I would never say "My breasts feel quite tender today" or anything of the sort, second of all EWW!, and lastly, if I was pregnant, why would it affect him and why would he feel the need to know? I...ugh! So for the rest of the day, I felt like crap. I started eating this mini cake thing in 6th, this was before, and I felt fat enough that I had to go to the bathroom, and then when I heard what this teacher thought, 7th hour, I felt like going anorexic, bulimic, cutting myself, all these emotions and thoughts flooded into my head. I need a new body.
More movie theater stuff...Saw Eric, Nick, and Carey at the movies. Had fun talking with them.
In a crappy sort of mood. One of my teachers asked my counselor if I was pregnant. I have such low self-esteem anyway, and that just was the icing on top of the cake. As if I don't hate my body enough, let's give me more reason to. Ugh. He said that I was showing people my stomach, which I would never do in a million years. I hate my stomach. My stomach is gross and big and is not revealed to the world unless it is required swimming in gym. He also said that he over-heard me say my "breasts" were tender. First of all, he must have confused me with someone because I would never say "My breasts feel quite tender today" or anything of the sort, second of all EWW!, and lastly, if I was pregnant, why would it affect him and why would he feel the need to know? I...ugh! So for the rest of the day, I felt like crap. I started eating this mini cake thing in 6th, this was before, and I felt fat enough that I had to go to the bathroom, and then when I heard what this teacher thought, 7th hour, I felt like going anorexic, bulimic, cutting myself, all these emotions and thoughts flooded into my head. I need a new body.
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