hospital

i always forget how much i hate the smell and atmosphere of a hospital.

reason for visit? my dad was rushed to the hospital via ambulance from the air base. he was in the early stages of a heartattack. they thought they'd have to preform open heart surgery. they didn't. thank god.

yep. feeling numb. and tired.

so my wonderfully ackward night with e never happened. both to my delight and dismay. i'm happy that i got to put it off, but sad i didn't get it over with. all i want is one, nice night to patch up whatever needs patching before he goes off to school.