habit.

i am in the habit of not sleeping. horrible habit. horrible horrible habit.

remembering back to work, i think i od'ed on me meds. i took this 800mg of ib something...i think. i was supposed to take one, i took two. and i hate medicine. i have to be in a lot of pain to tak something. the idea of something inside me, killing other somethings creeps me out. i always think, if i can't deal with this, how's childbirth gonna work?

take it. break it. shake it up.