Mood swings.
I had a great day. People kept telling me my haircut looked cute (I didn't have one, it just looked nice), and DID NOT wear a sweatshirt! The end of the day was weird.
It was after school and I was hanging out with a bunch of people I know. We were all laughing and then suddenly, I stopped. I felt like all the happiness had been sucked out of me. I felt like an outsider, looking it. It was so sudden, so strange. It was like a cloud that covers the sun, but everyone can see the sun, and I can only see the cloud. It was weird. I'm wondering if I have depression. Or really bad mood swings. I got up and left and only one person said good-bye, whenever Steph or Todd leaves, everyone says good-bye. I'm starting to feel like an outsider. It doesn't feel good.
It was after school and I was hanging out with a bunch of people I know. We were all laughing and then suddenly, I stopped. I felt like all the happiness had been sucked out of me. I felt like an outsider, looking it. It was so sudden, so strange. It was like a cloud that covers the sun, but everyone can see the sun, and I can only see the cloud. It was weird. I'm wondering if I have depression. Or really bad mood swings. I got up and left and only one person said good-bye, whenever Steph or Todd leaves, everyone says good-bye. I'm starting to feel like an outsider. It doesn't feel good.
posted by Stezie @ 4:40 PM
1 thoughts:
At 12:43 AM,
Anonymous said…
i was looking for lyrics online and i randomly found your blog and i was scanning through it and i noticed alot of what you say sounds exactly like me. about how you feel fat and how you like a guy and want a boyfriend, someone just to sit and watch a movie with you sorta deal. all i'm sayin is i feel you, girl.
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