vaca.

going on vaca with the fam. no idea where. no idea what we are doing. it's an hour and a half away. that's all i know.

so, needless to say, i will not be posting during the next few days. i think i'm going to "blog" on paper, and then type it all here when i get back. cuz i'm cool like that.

last day of summer school! yes! i ended up with a b, but i am okay with that. we watched forrest gump and i understood most of it (last time i saw it, i was like 10). i never realized that forrest is mentally handicapped until watching it in class. i was shocked.

last night i called my friend h to talk. but she was out and about so i told her i'd call her back, which i ended up not doing (it was late by the time i'd have had the chance). so, being lonely as i was, called e. at first it was a little strained because e and i don't talk that much unless in person. we're friends, but not really good friends. but by the end, i found out it was easier to talk to her than to h.

e and i talked about prom, which seems so close. we're both terrified at the thought of not being asked. we talked about school, work, and boy. notice boy is singular, lol. talked about friends and other normal crap. i was trying to fall asleep, before i called e, so when my mom randomly heard laughter coming from my room, she was confused. i hung up with e and my mom called me into the living/family room-downstairs one.
"who was that?"
"that was e***. i know i said i was going to bed, but i couldn't fall asleep."
"do i believe you" (in reference to the whole a calling and me telling her it was h)
"want me to call her?"
"good-night"
honestly, one little, white lie and she no longer trusts me. why does she have to know who i'm talking to anyway? i just want to tell her to get a life and back out of mine.

need to study for ap biology. worst thing about ap classes are the summer classes. i end summer school, history, only to prepare for regular school, biology. this is no life for me. my mom's like "maybe you shouldn't take this many classes. take a few and get a's in them. what good is a whole bunch of b's going to get you". she doesn't understand. i need to take all these acedemic so that i can take fun classes. i need fun classes so i can lent stress out in a healthy way, during the school day-this way, i don't come home with an "attitude". or that big of one anyway.

i'm thinking of volunteering again. it's been so long. i figure that if i only do it twice a week, i should be alright, not too swamped. i was thinking about going back to a nursing home, not the one i was at before. or seeing about the humane society.

i also need to call about if it is too late to help with elementary spa. i loved doing it last year and you get a bit of a credit. or teaching something. i wonder if you have to be old to teach girl scout, the little kid ones.

i also have to check on classes at hancock fabrics again. i want to learn to quilt, or crochet, or something. i know how to sew and simple things like that. i want to take a class where i can learn something. like a cooking class would be fun. something along those lines.

never spoke of His name.