today and the person.

today jackie and i went out to lunch and to a movie. we tried to break into dustin's car. it was locked. we broked into tony's and jacked his crap. it was funny. we gave it back...except his swim trunks which are in my trunk.

now...why i am a messed up, imperfect person. a list:

1. i can't be happy for people
2. i miss phone calls and can't call back because NO CALLER ID
3. i butt in when i shouldn't
4. i loose my temper too easily
5. i can't take compliments
6. i'm too prideful
7. i tend to base too much on looks, my own as well as others
8. i am jealous
9. i am really jealous
10. i can't be happy for myself

called a today! he got home today from DC. he wasn't home at 5:30ish, so his plane must have gotten in later. who knows? hopefully i can call him tomorrow...or today, now that i check the time.

later today. like waking hour later. going to the lake with the fam and g. then getting home just in time for work. march of the penguins comes out! am going to invite this guy friend of mine to it. he likes penguins, lol. he keeps talking about how he's more pumped for it than i am. i'm hoping the fact that it's a documentry will bring in cute, intelligent, older guys. lol. need to get my mind off that track if i'm going to start a relationship... that'll suck.

more later. haven't been in a blogging mood because of jealousy. the jealousy got me to read, something i love to do, but haven't most of summer! so jealousy did a good thing for once!

say a prayer when you feel like cussing.