melting.

i hate my shoulders sooo much! i want to take a knife and just scrape that skin off, gross, ik. it hurts so much. it looks like i just have glumps of some clear gel on me. i can't wear a bra with straps and i keep on changing halter tops. so i have to work in about half an hour and that means a real shirt, which'll suck. i hope that he'll let me off early so that i don't have to suffer too much.

tonight i am doing something that i shouldn't be. not anything illegal. just got invited to do something with this guy my friend likes. i tried to say no and explain i ended up canceling my plans for tonight, harry potter party, because i really don't want to move more than i have to. so he threatens to come pick me up and i tell him he doesn't know where i live, but does that stop him? no. he looks it up. so i may end up hanging out with him. don't want to. i'm going to call and tell him i'm sick. yeah...that'll work.

little pieces of the nothing that fall.