Marriage

I've been doing a lot of thinking about people getting married lately. I have decided that I will never get married. Not because I'm ugly or any of that, but because I don't want to get a divorce. I know they have that whole "It's better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all," crap, but I don't agree with...don't want to rhyme.

Another reason I will never be married is because I cannot imagine the idea of sleeping with one person and one person alone. Last year Ryan and Joey told me I'm going to be this mega-slut when I grow up. I just don't like the idea of being tied down to one person. The fact that I referred to it as being tied down should tell you something in itself. I think that it's really funny that Ryan plans to stay a virgin until he's married and I'm like,"I'm not going to get married, so why stay a virgin". You have to understand that Ryan is one of horniest guys I know. He is on this whole "Sara is evil" thing because I told him his girlfriend was whore and that she wasn't as easy as he said she was, while she was standing next to him. I'm not that big a bit**, but he hurt one of my friends, so I was like "He's going down."

Anyway, why be married? I guess that marriage has some benefits, but none that make me want to stay with one guy forever. Maybe I just haven't meet him, but I don't think that it'll happen. Marriage is strange and you have to work at it. I don't like working at relationships. It's too much work.