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Just got home from work. Found someone to work for me Fri!!!! But I have to work her shift Sat., 11-6, in addition to mine on Sat., 6-cl. The things I won't do for friends.

Life is complicated. Sometimes it's way too confusing.

So mad!

Todd came to sit with me at the end of lunch today and we had this awesome discussion. We got to talking about friends and doing stuff with them outside of school and we found that we both don't do that much with people out of school. It's very sad actually but, as it turns out, our school has a BB game tonight so he said we should go to it and I have to work! I am very angry. We decided we'll go to another game some other time.

I want to go to the dance next week, but I have to work. I am asking everyone, who isn't working, if they'll work for me. I have two people that have told me "no". I'm hope that I'll meet the new girls, and one of them will do it for me. I really just want to go to the dance because my friends are going out to eat before and I need to help a friend out with this problem, and the problem is going to be at the dance.

It's so hard being me.

Wow.

Haven't been on my blog in what seems like forever! I did, in fact, end up going to Starbucks with Heidi, Anita, and Eric. It was really fun and we all were really wired on coffee. We decided to go surprise Will and just showed up at his house. He has a really cool ceiling. Will lives on a circle, so in the middle of it, all this snow was piled up. Heidi and I climbed it and couldn't decide how to get down, so I slide down on my butt, and she caustiously walked down.

Yesterday I went to this youth thing at Steph's church. The guys and girls split up and the girls ended up learning a bit about self-defense from the lady who teaches it at UND. Steph and I are looking into taking the class. It's a great skill to have and, as she told us, a great stress relief. Steph and I have been looking for something to break the everyday-ness of our lives. And we think we found it.

We went to Coldstone after church, my first time there. It was awesome! I hung out with Steph at her house after ice cream and we talked about everything. Her life is so amusing. I love talking to people and helping them sort out the chaos in their lives. Maybe the lack of chaos in mine helps me deal with other people's more easily.

I need coffee.

Tired

I want to fall down and go to sleep. Tried to call Heidi before pep band to see if she wanted to go to Starbucks after, but couldn't get a hold of her. Curses.

Had IMI, an improv group that teaches kids life-long lesson through acting, until 5:30. Rachel and I went to McD's from 5:30 to 6. Went and help serve food at this church thing until 6:40, went with Rachel. WENT HOME. Tried calling Heidi. Watched about ten minutes of American Idol. Got online. Here I am.

I am trying to find someone to work on Fri., Feb 4th, so I can go to Snowball. Really want to go to the dance because...well, let's just say some certain person is most likely going!

Had a chem. test today! Steph and I went to look for Mr. Miller, our chem. teacher, during 7th (she has it off, I skipped part of it) to find out our grades and he said that we both got over 35, which is a B! Yeah. I saw him later and asked him if he just said that so he wouldn't feel bad about saying my test grade in front of Steph, and he said no. I told him I was shocked with my grade then, and he said he was too. Isn't it great when teachers believe in you?

Tis all...

Got a...

Gosh, have I been busy.

To Do List:
Today-

1. Study for Chem.
2. Call Todd and tell him I love him (lol)
3. STUDY FOR CHEM.!!!

Tuesday-

1. Go serve food at church to poor, old people.

Wednesday-

1. Don't WORK!! (I switched my Wed., for her Thur.!)
2. Go to church with Steph (I'm church shopping)

Thursday-

1. work. ewww.
2. work. double ewww.
3. Guess what I have to do.

Friday-

1. work.
2. work 6-cl.
3. 6-cl work.

Saturday-

1. work.
2. 6-cl.
3. Hopefully STARBUCKS!!!

Tis all...

Oh, and if someone I know wants to help me with the food thing at this church, LET ME KNOW! I WANT A FRIEND!

Movie lines I love

"i'm in love i'm in love and i don't care who knows it!"- Elf (Will Farrell as Buddy)

I see you're drinking 1%. Is that 'cause you think you're fat? 'Cause you're not. You could be drinking whole if you wanted to.-Napoleon Dynamite (Jon Heder as Napoleon Dynamite)

But my lips hurt real bad!-Napoleon Dynamite (Jon Heder as Napoleon Dynamite)

Let's get our Christ on, let's kick it Jesus-style!-Saved! (Martin Donovan 2 as Pastor Skip)

I've never met anyone so manipulative so deceitful, and I'm in politics.-Sweet Home Alabama (Candice Bergen as Mayor Kate Hennings)

Look, Scum angel-Finding Nemo (Allison Janney as Peach)

It's called a lance. Hello?- A Knight's Tale (Alan Tudyk as Wat)

I will eviscerate you in fiction. Every pimple, every character flaw. I was naked for a day; you will be naked for eternity.- A Knight's Tale (Paul Bettany as Geoffrey Chaucer)

It's not everyday you find a girl who'll flash someone to get you out of detention.- 10 Things I Hate About You (Heath Ledger as Patrick)

Just some quotes I like. Feel free to comment some of your own.

I miss the toothpaste gang...

The science ones...
The really, really smart ones...
The gross ones...
The conservative ones...
The ones granted the gift of music...
The computer smart ones...
and...
....this guy....

These are the people you meet everyday...except they are toothpaste...I think.

For sad

Didn't go to Starbucks. Was going to hang out with Heidi, but that didn't work out. I am, for once in my life, not running on caffeine.

The weather is crazy! It's not -20 anymore, but the wind whips the snow around. I have never gotten whiplash from snow before, but I did tonight.

I ventured out in the cold to go cash my paycheck. I got it on the 10th, but have been way too busy, and then too lazy, to get it.

I made the funniest Valentine's Days cards. I'll scan them and post them here when I have time. They make me laugh, but then again, I am anti-Valentine's Day. I swear, it was invented by hallmark to make the single people in the world feel worse about themselves.

Went to a basketball game last night and that was really fun. We went to Starbucks and then Christmas caroling, which was funny because of the looks we got. I don't think I've laughed so hard, as I did last night, in a looooooong time. I miss the whole "laugh till your sides hurt" days. I find very little that funny. Maybe I'm just not friends with the right people.

I need to get a posse. ---I think that's spelled right...

Starbucks

lol, I hope that I go to Starbucks tonight. All depends on this stupid honor band thing. If the stupid thing doesn't work out, Heidi and I may just go alone...

Funny

This conversation started because of a joke Heidi and I had. We like to change our names a lot, so sorry. It may get confusing, but that's what I love. Heidi and I are the coolest and we come up with some crazy things. After reading this, you will see that my final name was:

We come as a pair. You come as a pair. Don't assume otherwise.,

Heidi's was:

proud pep band cheerleader.

Will's stayed the same.

Also tell me what you think is going on. Can anyone out there understand the english Heidi and I speak?

Sara (me)-purple
Heidi-red
Will-blue

lil Moe say:
will is on
PEP BAND, DRUM CORPS, GO, FIGHT WIN!! GOOOOO PEP BAND!! says:
but actually we were going to say:
PEP BAND, DRUM CORPS, GO, FIGHT WIN!! GOOOOO PEP BAND!! says:
will is on hahah
lil Moe says:
it was something else
lil Moe says:
lol
lil Moe says:
we should mention it to him

Will has been added to the conversation.

"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
this
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
oh hey will
We come as a pair. says:
that's it
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
sarah this was the screen name
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
oh and i like yours better
We come as a pair. says:
SARA
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
SORRY
We come as a pair. says:
did i spell pair wrong?
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
you didn't know how to spell my name either
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
pear
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
pare
We come as a pair. says:
no
"Okay: If you're going to buy an expensive purse, at least buy a cute one-- not one that looks like a 2 year old drew on it" says:
or pair
We come as a pair. says:
WILL
Will says:
hi
We come as a pair. says:
how do u spell pair
Will says:
I have to go...sorry, my bro needs to use the comp
We come as a pair. says:
like two things
We come as a pair. says:
lol
Will says:
pair
proud pep band cheerleader says:
lol
We come as a pair. says:
k
Will says:
right?
Will says:
idk
proud pep band cheerleader says:
yeah
We come as a pair. says:
wait sec
proud pep band cheerleader says:
lol
We come as a pair. says:
Heidi u should tell him to tell austin
proud pep band cheerleader says:
why did you tell him?
We come as a pair. says:
i didn't
We come as a pair. says:
u should
proud pep band cheerleader says:
oh'
proud pep band cheerleader says:
nah
We come as a pair. says:
it was ur idea
We come as a pair. says:
lol
proud pep band cheerleader says:
2morrow in chemistry
proud pep band cheerleader says:
it was NOT
proud pep band cheerleader says:
my idea.
We come as a pair. says:
it was
proud pep band cheerleader says:
liar
We come as a pair. says:
their are ppl in chem.
proud pep band cheerleader says:
really?
We come as a pair. says:
ppl i don't want to know are as strange as we are
proud pep band cheerleader says:
hahaah
We come as a pair. says:
come on, u really want to ask
We come as a pair. says:
wut if they say no
proud pep band cheerleader says:
that's sad
We come as a pair. says:
ik
We come as a pair. says:
Will
proud pep band cheerleader says:
lol
proud pep band cheerleader says:
haha
We come as a pair. says:
bring money tom,
We come as a pair. says:
to school
proud pep band cheerleader says:
lol
We come as a pair. says:
lol
proud pep band cheerleader says:
cuz we're not

Will has left the conversation.
...............

proud pep band cheerleader says:
that was funny, you told him to bring money and then he left
We come as a pair. You come as a pair. Don't assume otherwise. says:
ik
We come as a pair. You come as a pair. Don't assume otherwise. says:
i was going to say tell Austin to bring money


Confusing? I know. I laugh so hard when I read it so I thought I'd see if any of you understood us. Enjoy!

Alive

I am, in fact, alive. And promise to blog soon.

Martin Luther King Jr.

Have had to work all weekend. On my way out the door to work. Will try and write later.

Oh yes!

Forgot some other stuff. Done with finals! I'd have a party but I got to work all weekend. Errr.

Last night my mom and I were watching TV and she asked me who I liked. So I, of course, lied and told her that I'm not interested in anyone right now and I see dating as an awkward experience which I wish to prolong as long as possible. She in turn, turned to me and said, and I quote, "Please don't ever become a lesbian. I'm a hip mom, but not that hip". That was weird because my mom is comfortable around homosexual people, I just don't think she wants anyone in our family to be one because of my extended family. They're all really religious and not that open-minded. I just told her it isn't hip to say hip. We then watched the rest of ER in silence.

Have to work. Ugh! Life is a bottomless pit.

Work + Friends = ??

My friends are going to a movie tonight and my friends are REALLY loud. Sadly, I don't want people to know I know them. That's just sad. Why must I work at the movie theater?

Yellow

"Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you..." Had finals today and then on the way home this song came on. Calmed me right down. Go Coldplay! Hate finals.

Surprise

Maggie and I had a deep, interesting, conversation on the ride home from school. You people who know Maggie are probably wondering "what the heck? Maggie?", but it is true. It was about fate and we, as surprised as I was, agreed. Anyone out their have an opinion on fate? If so, comment it.

Sara Jennifer Tezel

Ha ha. Sara Jennifer Tezel. I love that. Ha ha Tianna.

Curses

Curse you Jenna. You are the only one who remembered. I shall find a way around it. Just you wait and see. Hey to everyone else!

Wow, dirty thoughts

Danika and I could not stop laughing in chemistry today. We sat across Will and Austin and everything they said, about their calculators and the games on them, had an unintended, second meaning. Everything sounded "dirty". It was really bad and once you realized the second meanings, you could find another meeting in anything, and everything, they said. I didn't get much work done, and once Danika realized the second meanings, she didn't either.

Toothpaste; in story form

Today I figured out the truth about the world around us. Life sucks and it's not getting any better, any time soon. People lie to get what they want, and when that doesn't work things get ugly. Intimidation is a weapon used by all to get what they want. Children know more then they should and some are far too innocent. The world, more specifically America, does dumb things (ex. the assault weapons being legalized). People want a higher education, yet complain when they have to work for it.

In case you couldn't tell. I was very bored. I feel I made some good points though...

Work

Had to work Saturday and Sunday. I don't have to work Tuesday so I get to go to the Teen Page meeting. I decided to be one of the two vendors to finish the shift on Sunday, because of the money, and the last of the two vendors-one got to leave half hour early.

Felt sick today but came to school anyway. What a mistake. Locker jammed, still doesn't open. Gym in -10 arena outside. Guy I liked was sick (ironic). Smart people had some audition thing while I was in Chem., where they should have been. Started getting bitter. Told people they were fat and should die. Crawled inside a hole with fire arms and open fired on anyone who came close. Okay, not the last one...but I felt like it.

Have to work this upcoming Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday again. Not looking forward to it, but I do want the paycheck!

Slept in

Slept in today because I have to work from 5pm to 3 am tonight. It sucks. My back feels terrible from 6pm-12am, how am I supposed to manage? I hate work. I can't wait until my paycheck though.

I feel better after sleeping in! I left early, surprisingly, everyone did. I left second to last though because I waited with Steph until her mom came. I told her I could give her a ride but her mom doesn't let her ride with teenagers. My car was nice and warm by the time her mom came though, so it was all good.

I don't want to work! Someone I know, here in North Dakota, should go to a movie tonight anywhere from 5pm-1am. Last show is about 1:30am, but by the time we're done cleaning, it's late. My dad is going to give me a ride because I'm too lazy to drive there and back. He doesn't care that I'll be done around 3am. I'm excited because it means I don't have to get into a cold car!

I guess I should go eat or something...

I hate bowling

Went bowling with Rachel, Stef, TaJanna, Steph, Brianne, Abby, and Brandon. Wasn't very fun. I have to go when I'm invited or my mom says things like "no one ever asks you to do stuff and this is why", which is her way of saying I have no friends. Going only made me feel worse about myself. Abby brought up the guy I liked at homecoming and then I was bombarded with questions about the guy I like now. Like I'd tell them, of all people! Oh well. I feel like crap and I'll most likely be in this mood when I work tomorrow. I feel bad for the people who are going to the movies tomorrow because one wrong move, and I may snap.

My hair

Took some fun pics of my new hair cut! I don't like just smiling so on one I did this weird thing with my jaw that I cannot describe and the other one I'm "screaming" . I think they turned out quite nicely.

La de da de da

Life is good, life is great, Mr. Miller (my chem. teacher wants me dead). So I go online to check my test grade (he was going to post them around 2:00pm today) and low and behold mine wasn't posted. It's 6:00pm and I am worried. Did anyone else get theirs? How did I do? Do I have to...errrrrrr!?! Jenna! What if I failed and he was too ashamed to put it on! You know what I'd have to do! Ahhhhhh!

Pregnant

I'm pregnant. Or so my friend Sarah informs me. Does this mean I'm fat? I said something and she's like "Is that because your pregnant?" and three people asked me if I was, I ignored them. People annoy me.

Sexy Men in my Life, Part 2

I always said I'd write about the other sexy men in my life, but I have never gotten around to it. So here it is, the promised Sexy Men in my Life, Part 2. As promised. (And for those of you who missed the first one, check it out!)

I'm going to start this one out by explaining why I picked these guys. I picked them mostly because I saw them both today and they made me laugh. So here it goes...drums please!

A sexy man in my life is Will. Funny, sarcastic Will. Will is very smart, but he tries to act modest, even though he knows he's brilliant and he could...do smart people things. One of the sexiest things about Will is the fact that he says really dirty things, but doesn't realize it. He also doesn't get a lot of dirty jokes. Will is also evil. He thinks we should worship him, yet, in the back of his head, he knows we never will(hey, I'm gonna take over the world if you recall). But isn't a confident guy, sexy?

Another less sexy, no offense to him, guy in my life is Kyle. He thinks he's all that so it makes it all more enjoyable when he falls on his face...or I get him out in dodgeball. He acts cocky, but he's really just a softie inside. I think I say a tear when I got him out in gym, but it could have just been me. Kyle's best defense when some girl is disagreeing with him is to say "stop flirting with me". I admit, I laughed the first time it happened to me, but now Abby yells at him a lot more. I think he uses it like the "thank you" commercials-if anyone has seen those. The fact that he may, in fact, think we're flirting with him(that false hope) is what makes Kyle a sexy guy.

These are two more sexy guys in my life. More later and possibly a surprise...

(For entertainment purposes only)

I wish I could...

I'm the type of person who WOULD ask a guy out, but this guy is different. He's not as easy to read as other guys. I did decide that if I get below a C on my chemistry test, I'll tell him. I've been studying very hard. I pray to God that I do good on the test-not just because of the deal with myself, but because my grade isn't as high as I'd like it to be.

I laugh now that I am in a position that I have advised many others on. I give great advice but I never take any for myself. It's easier with other people-you can see it black and white and not have your feelings get mixed into it.

What to do? What to do?

Screen Name

My SN says it all: "I just realized I love you". It's funny actually, we're so much alike, but so different. Why is this so difficult?

Stupid Heart

My stupid heart is starting to control my mind.

Don't have to work til...

I made up a song. Here it goes:

Don't have to work til Saturday,
Wouldn't have it any other way,
Still I'd really like to get paid,
But I don't gotta work til Saturday.
My boss is a stupid dumbass,
Hope he trips and falls on glass,
He reminds me of a bass,
My boss is a stupid dumbass.

Go me! I can relax this week! Hope I don't work next Tuesday though because I have a teen page meeting then. If I do, that'll suck.

Second Day...

My back and feet pain me.

Second Day

Today will be my second day of work. I'm going to write now because I won't have time after work. I have to help close the theater tonight so I won't be home until midnight or later. Unfortunately, I have school tomorrow. I have enough trouble when I only get eight hours of sleep; wonder if I'll function with only five. I guess I'll see if I can function is Spanish 2 tomorrow. I'm a bi*** in the class normally, so if I'm a little grumpy, no one will notice.

Nervous about going to school tomorrow! Very few people (that I know) have seen my hair and I, believe it or not, don't want any one to say anything about it. Fat chance of that happening. I'd rather no one say anything. I, again, believe it or not, do not like being in the center of attention when it comes to some things...like hair.

I'll write about work tomorrow at school. Hope tonight goes as good as yesterday!

First Day

First day at work. My back really hurts. I only worked from 11 to 4:30 and I work from 6 until close tomorrow. Everything went alright except that my register had a surplus of ninety dollars. I was shocked. He thinks their was an error or something though.

I love working though. When no one was at the theater we played frisbee (and tried to hit each other) with lids, ate popcorn and drank pop, and gossiped about the boss or other employees. One person didn't show up and when he did, he was hung-over. We had fun talking very loudly around him. I also found out I hate people. As I'd put butter in the most annoying people's popcorn, I kept thinking "I hope your arteries close up and you die", or "Choke on this fatso." I'd always think these things with a smile though.

I still have a lot to learn though. Occasionally my machine will shriek and the screen will say "error". Luckily, Angie is always close by to help. Even though it was my first day, I was only trained for about ten minutes on what the letters on the keyboard meant. After those ten minutes, I was pretty much on my own with little help from Angie. Everyone said I picked up fast-I had to! If I hadn't have picked things up so fast, the day would have been much longer. I need to go nap now. More tomorrow.