No time

Happy Halloween. I have to run to the door to look for trick-or-treaters! Have a good one!

Insane like me.

I love this blog. I don't visit a lot. In fact, I just stumbled upon it five minutes ago. Here is the address for all of you out there who want to read it:

http://omniverse.blogspot.com/

She is a little strange, like me, but I like it. Since I don't visit it a lot, not yet anyway, it's not going under blogs I like. Who knows, it may be there soon enough.

Betty Crocker Stikes Again!

I made cupcakes ALL BY MYSELF, and they turned out pretty darn good if I do say so myself. Jamie agrees with me, so I'm not conceited.

I made some for halloween and I decided to make some extra for a friend of my mom's who is going to have open heart surgery. They are chocolate and they are very tasty. I think she'll like them a lot.

I finished reading "Animal Farm" so I can return it to Jake on Monday. I also have to return a book to Georgia and Rick. Back to "Animal Farm", it was a great book. I really enjoyed it. I give it two thumbs way, way up. My favorite part was the ending. That sounds like it was a bad book and I was happy it was over, but the last chapter was so well written and it was the way I would have wanted it to end.

I am really tired and full on chocolate cupcakes. I'm not in a writing kind of mood. November 2nd is approaching rapidly, I want it to be over a week ago. I am anxious---see my mood.

Final Thought: I am going to be an awesome cook when I grow up!

McD's and hey, I say McD's a lot

Decided to go to the FCCLA bowling thing, except the bowling alley was closed so the four of us that showed up, and Mrs. Winkler, went to McDonald's. I have discovered that only the grossest guys go to McDonald's after 10:00. We were so scared of this one uni-brow guy, but that's another story.

I had the usual, french fries with a side of french fries. Since I'm so cheap, I just got a cup for water as my drink.

I love the FCCLA people. We talked about everything. I swear to...goodness? Anyway, it is always so funny when we get together. We are really loud. We didn't leave McD's until like 11:10 and after that Kayla and I went to Leann's house for a bit. Leann is so funny. So is Kayla now that I think about it.

I would have written better, more interesting, longer things if I wasn't so hyper yet tired. I am going to do 2 final thoughts because I forgot on my last one.

1. Final Thoughts: Election day is coming up, show your patriotism! That goes for voting and asking people out...
2. I think that the combination of french fries and friends gives me the same effect drinking would. I feel lightheaded...

Bear Claws and other things

I just woke up. If you check the time you'll see that it is now 8:54 and I fell asleep at 5:37 to be exact. I was reading and I just got so tired. Ugh. Now I am going to eat my bear claw (that is a doughnut for all you people out there who have no idea what I'm talking about) and then I plan on going to bed at 9:30. I am quite a partier. So anyway, bowling was at 9:30 and I as good as missed it. I'd need to take a quick shower, get ready, drive there, and some other crap, but I would fall asleep driving and I have a feeling that I wouldn't exactly be the life of the party. All those things would take me over half an hour. I always fall asleep in the shower and then I'd just be slow. Anyways again, I am going to go eat my bear claw and go to bed. I'll post tomorrow.

LMFAO!!!

I copied this and am putting it in here straight from A. To Rocked Your Boat's blog. It's great!

Someone commented on Allie's blog:

as a show of appreciation for the republican or democratic party, if you support kerry turn your headlights on when you drive in the day, if you support bush, turn them off during the night.

SHOW YOUR PATRIOTISM PEOPLE!!!

Smiling

...I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile...

I feel like a bit**. Who am I kidding? I am one.

I am feeling depressed and when Stephanie asked me why I wouldn't tell her who I liked I told her it was because we aren't very good friends. She was all sad and stuff and I felt bad...even though it's true. Why is it the truth hurts. Why should someone be insulted if you say that you aren't really good friends with them? I'm not really good friends with anyone. I have a reason though! Skip to the next paragraph to read it because I feel like another paragraph right about

now. Anyway, I grew up on the Air Force Base and I was one of the only kids who never moved (my dad chose an area that allowed him to stay put). I would always make friends and they'd move away. I'd be best friends with someone for two to three years and then they'd move. I was also a geek. I was the kid that the popular kids were nice to if they were fighting with their friends. I was a nice person. I'd hang out with that person for a couple of days but I always reminded myself that in a few days, they wouldn't like me again. Then I moved to town in sixth grade. It seemed like a good time, a time when some different elementary schools were merging, but it wasn't for me. I had lived in town since third grade and had made some neighborhood friends, but they were popular, and I wasn't, so we didn't really speak. One of the girls goes to another high school now, and the other one and I are "friends". Back to the story, so I eventually made friends and they stabbed me in the back. One of them convinced the others of what a geek I was and that she never liked me, so I was pretty much kicked out of that group. Those girls and I don't really talk anymore---I just silently curse them when they come into view. I got suicidal after that and my mom tried to put me in counseling, but I refused. I slowly got out of that suicidal "phase" and made new friends right before high school where we went to different schools. I have lots of friends and people I like to hang out with now, but I don't have any good friends. I have trouble trusting people. I just can't open myself up to be hurt again. It sucks. The people that made me the way I am, suck.

That's why I don't have any good friends. I'm happy with my life, but I hate it when people consider themselves my good friend and they never call or want to hang out, or really, think about me. Those people are just part of the reason I don't trust people. I could go on about my screwed up life for hours, but why bore you?

I'm not saying my life sucks or I hate it or anything. I'm happy and I'm usually the bubbly person people see, but I don't trust people easily. I don't think that's weird. It's who I am. I am a happy, bubbly, smart, un-trusting person. What can you do?

Final Thought: Why is that singers seem to reach into our souls, and rip out the good as well as the bad memories?

November 2nd

Election day is readily approaching. Turns out that Bush is ahead in the polls and his lead is slowly increasing. I still am not sure who is going to "win" the election. I am very nervous. If Kerry wins, I know some people who plan on moving to Canada, and if Bush wins I know some people who will shoot themselves. I will miss whoever is gone! I love all my friends despite their political opinions.

November 2nd is also the day I will give up the hope of going out with Pierre. Ashley says that if I really liked him, I wouldn't be able to do it. She is wrong. I'm sure a small part of me will still like him, but November 2nd is the day I let go of all hope. If only the second were farther off and I was sure that something would happen...

I cannot wait for Halloween! I will be spending it all alone, but it's going to be fun. I might end up inviting people over. I am going to spend Halloween eating candy, cupcakes-I'm making them, french fries-from McD's, popcorn, and watching scary movies. It's going to be so fun. I hope I'll be able to fit into my pants the next day :)

I am really tired, but the "how I'm feeling" chick will stay the same until the night of November 2nd. I am an anxious person!

Final Thought: Lonely is as lonely does.

Post 66

I am really tired. I am also quite worried. Chemistry is really easy this week and Mr. Miller, the chem teacher, says we are on the hardest unit. I must be doing something wrong. The only person who agrees with me is Will, this really smart kid.

Pierre made me laugh today. He doesn't know that he puts a smile on my face most days. I am really tired and I get distracted easily in my classes so I spend the class hours thinking about him. It hasn't effected my school work, but my math teacher had to get my attention as he was teaching us how to draw cubes.

First quarter is ending here at school. I didn't do so well in all of my classes. Most of my good grades can cancel out the bad ones. I expect that I won't be on a honor role this quarter.

I need a tutor! I think I should ask Will to be my unofficial tutor. I don't know. I hate school.

Final Thought: I need to do homework and not post on my blog while in school!

I can see the future

I can see the future and I see...I need to think of a code name for the person I like, he shall now be called Pierre, now back to the first part of the sentence. I can see the future and I see Pierre as a bald, science teacher. I was avoiding doing my work in chemistry and I started to think about what Pierre will be like in ten years, and I got really scared! He is hot now, so I can still like him though. Well, at least until election day, lol!

I had a stupid ortho appointment. Some new person was working on me, so my forty minute appointment quickly turned into an hour and a half. I almost left. I had to wait fifteen minutes at the end for the guy to come and check to make sure I was finish. I did get to see most of Finding Nemo though. That was fun. I hate McD's french fries as a treat for putting up with the people.

Arrived late to Journalism. Not too much to do in Journalism, so I'm online. Teacher said we can go. May post later, may not.

Final Thought: French fries are too tasty!

Burping can be quite tasty

Leann and I discovered that burping after you have consumed over double the amount of fries you should have, can be quite tasty. It's like breathing french fries as we put it so poetically. Even though this may have been the title of my post, it is not the main point of my post. It was an interesting title, so I decided to try and draw people in.

I need a tutor for Chemistry. The class is quite boring and I always find myself dozing off or starring at people and silently making fun of them. Maybe I just need to be checked for ADD. I cannot stay on one topic or thing for more than ten minutes.

I have decided to get over, I know I've said it before, a person if nothing has happened by election day. Normally, I would just ask the person out, but this guy confuses me. I can usually read people quite easily, but this guy has slipped under my radar. I have also decided that I don't need a guy to be happy, so if nothing happens, nothing happens.

Found out my "friend" Maggie told Stephanie who I "liked". Good thing I never trusted Maggie and lied to her about the guy. Two people know for sure who I like, and two people are way more people than I usually share this type of information with. I have lied to three people and I love it when they tell me that that is who they thought I liked, when I came up with the guy thirty seconds earlier. I know it seems mean, but I'd rather be mean than be embarrassed.

Final Thought: To be comfortable with others, you must first be comfortable with yourself.

Tacos are Tasty

Made tacos for supper! Had my tasty vegetarian "meat" and tons of "fixins". Baby-sat. Came online. Mailed Mike's homecoming pic's to his gf's uncle. Thought I should post. Did.

The Stupidity of People

I have decided that people are stupid. I cannot believe that it has taken me this long to reach this conclusion, but it has. Below I have listed some reasons for my theory.

1. People are stupid because I say so.
2. People are stupid because while they are busy laughing with friends, they can't tell by the look on your face that they have just broken your heart.
3. People are stupid because no matter how many times you talk to them, they think you're just being friendly.
4. People are stupid because they don't realize how ironic life is; more specifically the things involving us.
5. People are stupid because even though it meant nothing to them, they can't tell it meant everything to you.
6. People are stupid because they would rather wish for something they'll never get then have something that they can.
7. People are stupid if they have no idea what I am talking about.

I feel invisible. It hurts. It sucks. Life sucks. I hate it when people say that I am way too good for him, that's code for, you need to aim lower. We may not run in the same circles, but I am a person just the same. If he got to know me, I know he'd love me...

Final Thought: Potatoes oles and cheese make me sentimental!

Lying

I was supposed to go to this lock-in, church thing, at Rachel's church, but I felt like laying on the couch so when she called me I told her I was sick. I am really mean like that, but I would have been a pain in the ass if I had gone.

I went to two thrift stores today. They smell funny. I have this box full of winter clothes, food, and other things people need in the trunk of my car in case I come across a homeless person, and I need some extra sweatshirts and stuff. I don't want to diss people who buy stuff from thrift stores, but they make me feel really unclean. People really need to wash their stuff before donating it.

I went out to eat both today and yesterday. The result? Feeling like a cow. Ran into Laura because she worked at one of the restaurants I went to and therefore she caused me to eat much less than I normally would. Why does everyone my age have or want a job. We have our whole lives to work people.

Final Thought: I have lied so much to friends, I no longer feel guilty. This is not a good quality to posses.

sleepovers can be boring

Last night was fun, but not what I expected. About fifteen of us girls, and one guy, were at Maggies and four people slept over. Maggie's dad made me laugh so hard, we had this guy over, Rodell, and Maggie's dad asked us if Rodell was planning on staying the night. It was great. You have to know her parents to get it though.

I ate way too much and danced a lot, but once the sugar died down, so did I. We spent the whole night talking and it scared how much Steph's life is like the movie "A Cinderella Story".

I did get some good gossip though. That's always good. If you know me, you know that I have to know everything. Unfortunately, that little fact is not very good and I can sometimes come off as a gossip. I don't spread gossip as much as listen and blackmail, lol.

Anyway, I feel like crap; two hours of sleep, losing your voice, eating too much, and sharing too much, will do that to a person.

Final thought- When half-asleep and at a sleepover, some things should not be shared.

Do you love me?

Do you love me? If you do, sign my guestbook. If you don't...I am going to go in a corner and cry. Have a good day!

What is this feeling...pride?

I am so proud right now. I am afraid that my face will be sore tomorrow because I am smiling so much. I believe that I did absolutely fantastic on the second part of my Chemistry test, which I took today, and even though it is only 25% of the entire test, I feel so proud. I just hope I did as well as I thought I did!

Why is it that when you are trying to move on and forget your feelings about someone that they appear everywhere? It is the world's cruel way of making you hold on to your feelings when you are doing your best to let go. It sucks. I find that I laugh and talk more to other people when this person is around. I guess I am trying to forget that they are there and tell myself that I am perfectly happy without them-I'm not. I'm starting to become withdrawn. I need chocolate when I have withdrawals. Hopefully I'll have some tonight.

This was a short week, so I have a long weekend. What a weekend I have planned!
I am going to sleep over at my friends Maggie's house today (Wed)with 8 other people. She rented all these chick flicks and bought junk food, so it'll be great. I need some new gossip.
Thursday...I have nothing planned-CALL ME!
Friday, one of my other good friends, Rachel, is having a lock-in at her church. I went last year and it was really fun-even though some person ruined part of it for me, I'm over it-and I cannot wait to go. I'm not sure who else is going, but it should be awesome.
Saturday-Plan on going to the movies when this free movie thing I stole from Rick. Not sure what movie or who I'm going with. Might ask...idk, maybe Jamie. I am going to go with somebody though.
Sunday-Sleep in. Do homework. Wonder why I am so exhausted. Hate life. Fall asleep early. Go to school the next day.

I am still in school and the bell is going to ring, so I got to go.

Final Thought- Wonder if I'll have time to post this weekend?

Sleeping and McD

I really need to start exercising again. Rick got me on the habit on not. If I had just gotten of the internet on Thursday, I wouldn't be saying this now....

I am really tired. I feel asleep on the couch as my parents played "who can yell louder at our son". I was surprised that I slept for a 1/2 hour. Now I can stay up a 1/2 later. Yesssss.

That logic is probably why I am so tired all the time. I need to start sleeping and eating like a normal person. Yes, I do sleep-if you count 4-5 hours, and yes, I eat, just not healthy food.

I had McDonald's for supper. There goes my baby-sitting money. Thank goodness that it's a steady job-every Sunday. I need a new CD. This fact led me to McDonald's. I got a large fry and that gave me a dollar for Best Buy. Yessss. I look at it as paying for $.59 of a large fry instead of $1.59. Yeah, for screwed up logic.

I hate it when I get tired like this. I get so exhausted yet I feel like exploding because my molecules are running through my body at full force!

Speaking of molecules. I am now failing Chemistry. Where are you when I need you BJ? My mom told me to find out who the smartest guy in my class was and date him. I laughed. Those smart people are way above me. I'll just stay alone and failing at the bottom of the grade scale.

Final Thought: Ain't life grand!?

Abortion

This is so sad. Read all the way through. I am not saying that I support abortion or am against it. Just read this.

http://www.texlife.org/docs/testifies.html

Recovering

I would have stayed home and recovered from my crash, but we had testing at school. I didn't finish the math or science sections so when I get the results, I am going to be as smart as an idiot.

Had a free day in chemistry. Figured out everyone's lunch numbers, this is what are grades are posted under. How?, you ask. Well, he accidently put them up alphabetically and I knew this because my friends were like the first three in the alphabet, and on the list, and I knew the last kid. So now I hold all the power. I feel so strong. Everyone in that class better be nice to me or else. (Insert evil laugh here) I know, I have no life.

Like I said, I am slowly climbing up to the emotions of a normal person. This morning I was in the lowest stage, the bitch. Told one of my friends her sweater was ugly, it was, but I never say that, and that it looked like it was made by orphan kids. Told another friends to fuck off and burn in hell.

By the end of testing I felt bitter. I glared at everyone and pretended to study Chemistry.

Felt pretty good in Chem. Now that I hold the power, life is good. Also helped Danika with her spanish soap opera. lol, it's really funny.

More later.

Crash

I have crashed. I officially crashed at 2:57 and would have been on earlier, but was sleeping. I am continuing to crash, so farewell.

Still happy

I am STILL in a great mood. I know for a fact that I failed my chemistry test, but I am still in an awesome mood. I am beginning to worry though. I think that I'll crash into a bad mood. I hope it's not like a sugar high, up when minute, down the next second.

I love life...awww.....

Great Mood

I wonder when this great mood will wear off. I bet it will wear off when I realize that I need to study for my Chem. test on Mon. that I haven't even looked at. Nope, still in a great mood. It'll wear off in Chem. tomorrow I bet. As soon as I get the test. I need to work out a system with the girl in front of me. The plan will be for her to pu her paper where I can read the answers. She'd never do that. Oh well. I'll savor my good mood while it lasts.

Homecoming-the whole story

Homecoming was so much fun. Some people thought it was boring, but I had a great time.

Before we went to the dance about fifteen of us went out to eat. The food was great and we were all very loud. People kept throwing us dirty looks. We didn't care. We talked about everything, from the weather to the dance to guys and other crap like that.

I had to go back to Ashley's house because she forgot her ticket and money. I gave both her and Abbie a ride to the dance, so Abbie and I stayed in the car while Ashley did her best to remember all the stuff she forgot.

We finally got to the dance and found our friends. The coat check line was really long so we threw our crap and shoes in a corner. The first few dances were slow, not the beat, but by the fact nobody wanted to start dancing, but it picked up quickly after that.

I had a great time except for some people kept throwing water all over. I got hit at least four times. The first three, it was only a little water, the last time, I got really wet.

Besides spending most of the dance, dancing, I went around and found the guys my friends liked and made them dance together. Ashley and Abbie felt it was their job to find me somebody to dance with, even though I had been dancing with people. Luckily the person they found could dance, because one of the freshman I had danced with kept stepping on my feet and since I didn't have shoes on, it hurt.

After homecoming about half of us went to Georgia's house and "watched" a movie. We just gossiped the whole time. It was really fun. I am sadly one of those people who love to gossip, so I had a great time at Georgias.

Some people said that this homecoming wasn't as fun as last years, but I had nothing to compare it to. I for one, had a great time and cannot wait until the next dance!

Homecoming.

Just got back from homecoming. It is really late or should I say early. I am floating. The dance was awesome. Went to Georgia's after, that was great too. More details when I am not dancing.

Sexy Men in my Life

First of all, by far the sexiest guy I know, is Rick. He is more the quiet, really smart, type of sexy person. The kind of guy who does not know why he is sexy, but knows he is. He ponders this question on end "how is it I am so sexy, and I do not have a girlfriend?" and then while at a halo party, it dawns on him. What dawns on him? He will tell you that he trys to keep his sexiness a secret so that he doesn't break anyone's hearts. He is sweet like that.

Another sexy man in my life is Greg. He believes he is strong and has a six-pack, which is more like a one and a half pack, and if you ask him, he will tell you he is the total package. Then he'll get dirty. If he starts petting himself, walk away. He will get better. He takes college classes even though he is in high school and he'll be the first to tell you how smart he is. I guess he's a great catch if you like cocky guys who have nothing to be cocky about.

(This is for entertainment purposes only. The idea was given to me by someone, coughcoughRickcough and more Sexy Men in my Life pieces will be available in the future)

Mood Swings

I am in a good mood now thanks to Rick and his lack of direction. He forgot something in Greg's car and a 4 minute trip turned into about half of a hour. To top that off I was afraid he was going to throw up in my car because we'd be in the rain for about forty-five minutes.

Still looking forward to homecoming. It's going to be great. I have told myself for the fortieth time today to not let people ruin it. I must admit I was pissed off when a certain person was flirting with someone else right in front of me, but now...I am over it. I did ignore the guy for a bit, but then I decided to screw it.

Important lesson of the day. Appearances can be deceiving.
Example:

1. Greg's truck thing. It looks nice, it is crap on the inside. Just like most of the people in our school.
2. Will. He may seem nice, but he is pure evil. My beliefs were confirmed today as he attempted to flirt with these two girls in our Chem. class. (Side note-Will is not the guy I like. I do not believe his (the guy I like) name has very graced these here pages)
3. A certain friend of mine. She was quite bitchy today. I was disappointed in her. Shame shame on you.

This is all I can ramble on, for I have run out of rambles.

Invisible

I am in such a crappy mood. Besides feeling invisible I feel lonely today. Homecoming is tomorrow and some friends and I are going out before homecoming and some friends of mine want me to go out after, I am not sure what to do. Another friend of mine wants me to go out drinking with her and I know I'm not going to do that. I don't understand why people smoke and drink underage, it is so stupid.

The reason I am in a crappy mood is a reason that millions of people all over the world can relate to. I will put a few quotes in here to lead you to the reason for I do not feel like saying it.

1. How can you be so blind?
2. You're a stupid boy (substitute girl if you are male)
3. She (substitute) isn't right for you.
4. She (substitute) doesn't feel the way I do.
5. She (substitute) doesn't like you you blind, stupid, heartless person!

Okay, I feel a little better. I am still going to homecoming. Though I am actually dreading it. Life is funny like that. I can't wait to go and see people flirting and dancing with people they shouldn't be flirting and dancing with.

and the winner is...

I was too lazy to think of a title to go with this post. I am just writing so that I can say that I've writen.

Mac and cheese is good. Rachel just shouted out a topic so that I have something to write about. The first food I learned to cook was mac and cheese! I added too much salt. I am addicted to salt. I know, that is random, oh well.

That's about all I can think of. Thank you for joining me and bearing with through this painfully boring post. I love you all and I appreciate your support!

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan describes my life so much. The first time I heard it I was so shocked. If my life was a movie, this would be the main song.

I always feel like people are fake and that I am. I am not really me. I know that sounds strange, but it is true. I don't think anyone is 100% true to themselves. I know I'm not. I am a people person, so I try to make people laugh and try to please everyone. I hate it. I feel so fake sometimes. Sometimes I just want to scream!

I am in a bad mood right now. I was in a good mood earlier, but I got home and it just dropped off. I think I pretend to be the wrong person. I wish I knew that type of person I was. I think I am less sarcastic, smarter, thinner, and outgoing. People think I am outgoing, but I am really shy. I act all crazy, but that's a cover-up. No one sees the real, emotional me.

I have that problem. I never really tell people how I feel because I'm afraid they'll laugh. I am so afraid to open up. I never talk about my feelings. If I feel like crap I hold it in and then I go home and run on my treadmill. Or I'll go outside on our big swing and just stare into space. It makes my problems seem so small and unimportant.

When all else fails I sleep. I need tons of beauty sleep, lol. That's about all I have to say. And I love this song-Welcome to my Life.

I think I'm done

this looks hopelessly time-consuming and unproductive...
I also think that I have found every one of these things and I don't think you'll see nething that is remotly close to these things on my blog for awhile. On with the post!
Bold the things that you have done:
1. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
2. Swam with wild dolphins
3. Climbed a mountain
4. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
5. Been inside the Great Pyramid
6. Held a tarantula
7. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
8. Said "I love you" and meant it
9. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment -constantly?
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can -unfortunately
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once? - More than thrice? -about five times
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten kicked from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art, no matter how bad, from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested

That was way to long. The stupid computer, I'm at school, started to freeze up!

Funny Stuff

I have had a great day so far. I laughed so hard in Chemistry that I forgot to breath! It was awesome. It may seem childish put we (Danika, Will, and I) took something of Austin's and hid it and sent him on a wild goose chase. It was hilarious. That took of five minutes. I wonder how many calories you burn off laughing.

I then headed to lunch where some friends told me what profession I should go into to. I won't tell you the name, but I'll let you know that I was disturbed that they thought of it. They also had a pie-eating contest at lunch which was pretty funny.

Today was tropical day at high school, and I wore the loudest orange Hawaiian shirt! It has jeeps and surfboard and blue flowers on it. I looked ridiculous. I had to laugh at myself.

As you may be able to infer from the above paragraphs, I laughed a lot today. They say laughing helps you live longer and I believe that I have added at least three years onto my life today!

Stolen

stolen!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 dying a slow and painful death
02 failing school
03 people at school finding out that I am the biggest dork
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 Eric
02 Rachel
03 Rick-more than you know
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 my car
02 eating
03 sleeping
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 homework.
02 gym
03 feeling like crap
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 t.v
02 c.d's
03 some pill's
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 typing this
02 laughing at Rick
03 daydreaming (not about Rick...sorry)
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 Get a tattoo-some ink!
02 fall in love
03 be a size smaller than what i currently am
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 loud
02 funny
03 impacient
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 i know it means songs, but listen to the politics, they can be quite humorous
02 Country music, it's not as bad as you think
03 your parents-lol
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 shut up
02 go away
03 no one likes you-i know, i am mean
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 Chocolate
02 French Fries
03 Mash Potatoes
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 how to play the drums
02 chemistry-lol
03 how to successfully cut gym class
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 Water.
02 Dr. Pepper
03 Mountain Dew
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 Ren & Stimpy
02 Rocko's Modern Life
03 Bobby's World
DESCRIBE YOUR..
[ x ] Wallet - Has a lil boy kissing a lil girl, it's really cute
[ x ]Hairbrush - silver and black
[ x ] Toothbrush - white and a green strip or red, depends on the head, it's one of those electronic ones
[x ] Jewelry worn daily - earrings
[ x ] Pillow cover[s] - pink with splattered colors
[ x ] Blanket - I have 4, too lazy to describe
[ x ] Coffee cup - Has some poem on it
[ x ] Sunglasses - Mine are prescribed, but I love my dad's huge, take up half you face, ones
[ x ] Underwear - I prefer boy shorts, but i have lots
[ x ] Favorite shirt - my t-shirt from AE, my geek squad shirt comes in at a close 2nd
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - I don't know what it's called, but it smells great
[ x ] Tattoos -0
[ x ] Piercings - two in each ear
[ x ] What you are wearing now -jeans and a white top with black flowers
[ x ] In head - thoughts
[ x ] Wishing - for some good food.
[ x ] After this - gonna surf the internet
[ x ] Fetishes - They change so often.
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: Paris Hilton or Hilary Duff- hate them both
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Don't you wish you knew
[ x ] Is next to you - couch
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - Homecoming
[ x ]The last thing you ate - cheetos.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - bleeding to death
[ x ] Do you like candles? Yes
[ x ] Do you like incense? no
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood? lol, nice question
[ x ] Do you believe in love? Yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates?yep
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight? no
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven? Yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Yes
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - Pug
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - to see the sunrise.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks? - yes
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - don't have one
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - Milky Ways and Chippers
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - I am not as smart as people may believe
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - why guys are so weird
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - I'd rather not

One more

I now am on www.poetry.com , and I am thrilled. Go and search Tezel and click on Sara if you'd like to read some. I thought of all the things I submitted on the weekend, so don't think I suck. And on the poem The Tears of Yesterday in about the eighth line, I made an error. It says let...it should be left. That's all folks!

Yesterday

Unimportant Crap
1. I know that I didn't post yesterday, but I was being bored. I must have visited my site twenty times. I always check to see if anyone has commented.

School
1. Today is Hip-Hop day at school. They say hip-hop because it's against the rules to say gangsta and crap like that.
2. We did yoga in gym to relax us in our sit-and-reach.
3. I am not that flexible and I only got 44. I was the third highest person.
4. Finished Chem. lab. Danika, my lad partner, and I made up a sexy lab dance. It was awesome.

Homecoming
1. I've got my shoes and jewelry so I am definitely going.
2. My friend Maggie, who I was planning on going with, bailed on me. I'm currently flying solo.
3. I may have found someone to go with (I'm thrilled about that)

Fitness
1. Ran off 300 calories yesterday.
2. I was on weight watchers for that day, then decided that I'll just exercise a lot.

Unimportant Crap Continued
2. I realized I have great friends.
3. I had a pretty dull, yet fun, weekend.
4. If you are smart you realized that I had no one in this area, I changed my mind. I thought I was over someone, but I'm not.

Picnic

Just got back from this picnic my dad's group (he's in the a.f.) had. I love eating and laughing. I had a lot of fun. I ate way to much, but it's starting to settle.

My dad is suffering from back pains because you are supposed to make something for the picnic. Let me explain. My family is to lazy to make something so we buy that heatable macaroni and put it in a dish so it looks nice. My dad was running to get it, cuz we were late, and we feel. He's been having troubles for awhile, but after this morning, he just feels like crap. I have to drive him everywhere.

I am in an okay mood today. I've decided to go to homecoming after all. I'm not going to let the stupid people (okay, person) ruin it for me. I am starting to look forward to it like I did before. I'm still a little sad though. Oh well, when life gives you lemons...

Recap of today

Recap of today

SCHOOL
1. Got a C going in english. I failed a quiz.
2. Slept in gym! It was awesome. I was 100% asleep until Rachel rolled on me, which she is denying.
3. Almost a break-down, well I kind-of did in Gym and a little at lunch, over stupid ppl who shall not be named...until I get really pissed.
4. Eric had a kazoo. It was annoying. I was going to throw it away, but I threw it on the floor for him to get instead. I am so nice.
5. Chemistry was hard. We have a huge lab going on. It doesn't help that Danika and I were laughing the whole time and I managed to spray water all over everyone within talking distance.
BODY
1. I really need to stop eating french fries and start working out. Who am I trying to kid?
2. I 'm on the way to not fitting in my dress.
3. I love food.
4. I should try and get some of these pounds off. It's not healthy.
SOCIAL SKILLS
1. I may not be going to homecoming after all. The reason? People are stupid.
2. I am really mean. I need to try and be nice and not so sarcastic. If somebody treated me the way I treat people, I'd think they were a bitch.
3. I need to cut down my swearing.
OTHER
1. Need to study, so much.
2. Have to help out more around the house, Mom is out of town.
3. Stop thinking about a person and move on.

This is from school. 

Pic of me.  

The tree is barking very loudly 

Dead Flower 

Life caught on camera

I brought my camera to school today and I plan on taking pictures next hour. I'll post them later if I do. The okay ones at least. Thought I should post though I am still pretty drained (emotionally). Can't wait for homecoming. I have a bet going with some friends and I'm coming close to winning it. I'll explain later...if I win. Peace out...lol.

Funerals suck

It seems like half of the school is gone. Like every third person I know or kind of know has gone to Jon's funeral which is at the church next to our school. I am pissed off because some people got permission to go just to skip school. I wanted to go, but I really didn't know him so I thought it'd be unfair of me to take the place of someone who was really good friends with him.

Everyone is saying that he doesn't look like himself. Everyone is crying and hugging each other. It is really sad. I hate funerals, it doesn't matter if I barely know the person or they are my best friend. Why do people kill themselves.

They think that around 700 people went to the funeral. 700 people. He affected that many people. It's amazing. I know lots of people who wanted to go but couldn't get permission from their parents or didn't want to take up some of his friends spots. I still can't get over it. He's dead.

Life sucks

I am in such a crappy mood. I'm tired of wearing a mask. The guy Rach was going to homecoming with had to be a dick and ask a girl out. So Rach is again free, happiness has been restored in "tens" of guys at our H.S. This pisses me off. Partially cuz Ryan, her supposed-to-be date bailed, and also because now all the guys are drooling over her. She acts like she's not going to go with a guy, but I know better.

My friend's parents came and got her. Yep, the counseler called them. I feel better about that. Hopefully her parents love her more than they seemed to in the past.

I need to nap, my head hurts. Too many people have complained about their lives. I hate it when people do this and their lives are better than yours. I'm going to go and dream of better things.

My stomach is a knot

I am so nervous. My friend that cuts herself got called down to the office and the counsler is going to call her parents-they know most of the crap she does- and now she is missing. She had to go between 1st and 2nd hour and then again before lunch. She just disappeared. I looked in the places she usually goes, like where she smokes, skips class, and even called her house. I am so worried. She thinks that this one friend of hers betrayed her when this girl nobody at our table likes, actually told. I know she's going to do something terrible. I hope she just cuts herself. I hope this doesn't push her over. I can't deal with this right now. I'm so worried. I hope she's okay.

Color quiz

I took the color quiz. These things are what keeps me posting everyday. I'll try and write something more personal later. It is amazing how close these things are to the actual me. It amazes me. It's like magic.

Your Existing Situation
Impulsive and irritable. Her desires, and the actions involved, are paramount, with insufficient consideration being given to their consequences. This leads to, or arises from, stress and conflict.

Your Stress Sources
The tenacity and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties has become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground. She feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to her and from which she wants to escape, but she feels unable to make the necessary decision.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels rather isolated and alone, but is too reserved to allow herself to form deep attachments. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.
Feels that things stand in her way, that circumstances are forcing her to compromise and forgo some pleasures for the time being.

Your Desired Objective
Her need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes her restless and she is driven by her desires and hopes. May try to spread her activities over too wide a field.

Your Actual Problem
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She reacts by seeking outside confirmation of her ability and value in order to bolster her self-esteem. Inclined to blame others so that she may shift the blame from herself. Anxiously searching for solutions and prone to compulsive inhibitions and compulsive desires.

Website

They have hundreds (okay....tens) of those posters that I posted on the 3rd. They are the real life ones and by that, I mean they tell the truth. Check it out.

http://www.despair.com/indem.html

Suicide.

This senior at our school took his life this weekend. Today everyone is weeping, the counselors are booked up, and we're getting pamphlets on how to "detect suicide". Not everyone is that kind though. Some of the freshman who had no idea who Jon was, were in the hallway laughing at his expense. They though it was hilarious that everyone was so sad over one person's death.

I've been tearing up and feeling sick all day and I didn't know him that well. It makes me sick that someone could kill themselves. Their are so many rumors of why he did it and most of them are true. I have two friends who were really close to him. One of my friends feels terrible because her brother and Jon were great friends and her brother still has his sunglasses. Her brother called Jon's house to talk to him and Jon's mom went to get him and that's when she discovered that he had killed himself. The police believe he died at 10:30 and Jon had called my other friends house at 10:20 and nobody had been home. She feels so guilty.

My friends and I decided to finally go to our counselor and talk to her about this friend of ours who says she's going to kill herself but isn't sure when. She cuts herself all the time and her parents know about it but they don't do anything. The last thing I want is to lose this friend. Jon's death has given us the courage to get her help. She is so serious when she talks about death, though later when you bring it up she acts as if it was no big deal.

I'm going to be all serious and probably even crack a few of you up, but if you think your friend is even considering suicide. Get them help. Here's where I get all cheesy-you could be saving their life.

At school these are the kind of posters you see, except that they have positive messages. This one tells the truth, it means blame, not teamwork. If you work as a team and you lose, you will be blamed. Let's educate our children. 

I love animals and I love this picture. It is really funny. This is what the world would be like if animals ruled the world. People beware! 

I'm going to die.

Sorry for so many posts. I am really bored and it's 10:30pm. What else have I got to do.

I have this feeling I'm going to die before I'm 20. The following is a list of the things I want to accomplish before that time. I'm going to try and write 20.

1. Get a tattoo.
2. Fall in love.
3. Sky dive.
4. Rock climbing on real rocks, not the fake ones.
5. Scuba-dive.
6. Get my eyebrow or nose pierced.
7. Talk to this person I've been ignoring for half the year.
8. Have the courage to tell someone my weight.
9. Get one of my stories published.
10. Change somebody's life for the better.
11. Lose 10 pounds.
12. Feel better about myself.
13. Jog the mile without getting winded.
14. Ask someone out.
15. Try not to be so sarcastic.
16. Apologise for all the crappy things I've done.
17. Learn how to actually put together a web site.
18. Meet a famous person (we're not talking the mayor here)
19. Understand math or chemistry (either is fine)
20. Think of one more thing.

That's about all. If any of them happen, I'll cross them out and re-post.

Final though- Life's too short

Soul mates

I find myself looking for a soul mate. Or somebody who comes close. I don't want much, just someone who'll give me butterflies everytime I see them.

I went to the grocery store yesterday and was buying lots of soup and I think that soup is one of the best foods in the world and that got me to thinking that the perfect person has got to love soup. Because if we for some reason got married (I'm still not sure if I EVER want to get married) then all we'd probably live on for our first year of marriage would be soup.

I then went to Blockbuster. I was looking at action movies and I got to thinking once again about the perfect person. They'd have to love action movies like I do and they'd also have to put up with the other types of movies I like, yes, that means chick flicks.

You know, finding my soul mate seems too hard. I'll just be a nun.

Hope this works. I have trouble.

I took this quiz on what my birth month told about me and sadly, it was right on. Sorry for this. I know you must hate these.

December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

This is my dress for homecoming. I am really excited. It's really sad, last year I was annoyed with people for talking about it and this year I'm the one talking about it. Anyway, it looks better on me, but u'll have to take my word for it. Enjoy this pic for now! 

Dead.

I am so tired. I went to a bonfire thing last night and got home around midnight. Then I stayed up and read a book til 2:00am. SO I am feeling like the living dead. I hate that phrase--living dead. It was really fun except for the fact it was freezing and we had to go inside. We just watched a movie and gossiped. It was great.

I'm going to actually BUY my dress today. It'll be great. I cannot wait until homecoming. It's going to be great.

I agree with 'X' people in general suck. I am annoyed with everyone right now. Why is the world so crazy? Anyway. I figure the world will be perfect if only a few people were alive, around 12. Me, and eleven strangers. Kind, quiet strangers.

Final thought- The world sucks, people suck, I rock.

Cow day.

I look like a cow today. The wind was really stupid and it messed my hair up. I know I sound like a total girl, but it did and I am.

Found a homecoming dress. I really like it. It was the only one that hid my fat ass. I'd go on about how much some other stuff annoys me, but my friend Rick reads this and does not need to know what my problem areas are. If you like to know, lol, e-mail me. Seriously, don't. I will be pretty ticked off.

I lied to Gareth. Sorry if you're reading this. I sent him a picture of my friend and told him it was me just to get him off my back. I don't know why he feels he needs to see my face. I hate it when people judge me. I'd rather be known by my brain. I know, that makes me sound like a total dog, which I am confident enough to say, I am not. Anyway, I sent Gareth the pic and told him it was me on a bad day, he said he's seen worse, which by the way Gareth, made him sound like an ass. I was happy that I hadn't sent him my pic. I mean, he sounded like an ass, and I don't want an ass to have my pic. I bet he's imaging this hot, sex-pot, and even Pamela Anderson would let him down. Men are pigs.

Final thought: Men are pigs.

Thank you.

I'd like to thank everyone for the support on Prostitution and the fact that it should indeed be legalized. In fact, since they were just comments I am going to write them here so all the lazy people who do not wish to search, may read them. Feel free to comment if you are both for and against the legalization of prostitution. Thanks.

BJ said…I think prostitution shouldn't be illegal too. after all, it's the person's own future and they should be able to choose their own way. it's not something that the government should be controlling. they don't have the right to.

cracker said...Legalize prostitution? Not a bad idea. In fact, it's another reason to pass the fair tax plan. I can only imagine what government agency would handle that one. Remember the words of Tom Daschle, "you can't professionalize until you federalize."

Stezie says...If prostitution was legalized it would be so much safer, for both the prostitute and the "John"(person receiving). It makes the chance of STD's much lesser and the prostitute would be safer because if she ever felt in trouble, she could hit a button or call for help, and the "John" would be taken away. Prostitution is a choice and we are supposed to have freedom of choice. If you want charge people for sex, you should have the right to do so. After all, it is a great income and you are "making people happier". I personally wouldn't like to be a prostitute but the fact that I am really not allowed to be, angers me. Remember freedom of choice and Prostitutes are People Too!

Feel free to comment. I'll update this. I don't want to be close-minded. So let me know your opinion.

I love these things.

Last cigarette: N/A
Last car ride: To school, from my house.
Last kiss: Um...A year ago.
Last good cry: Sadly, I don't remember.
Last library book checked out: OMG, I have no idea. I have checked one out though.
Last movie seen: Collaterial(sue me for the spelling)
Last book read: Michael Moore is a big fat stupid white man.
Last cuss word uttered: fuck, at lunch
Last beverage drank: Dr. Pepper
Last food consumed: French Fries
Last crush: Before my current, or my current, you really have to specify because otherwise I get so confused, and oh. So much rambling, I forgot the question.
Last phone call: Thursday, Maggie called to tell me to turn on my radio.
Last TV show watched: Roseanne, Hey I was up late doing homework.
Last time showered: This morning.
Last shoes worn: My favorite, comfortable, wear them everyday, Adidas
Last downloaded: Bowling for Soup, 1985
Last annoyance: School
Last disappointment: My English test grade
Last soda drank: Dr. Pepper
Last key used: Car key
Last sleep: midnight-5:30am
Last person u saw: Leann, Kayla, Nicole...so many.
Last sexual fantasy: I don't want to disguist anyone and it'd take up too much room. ;)
Last weird encounter: Will. Sorry Will, but you can be very weird.
Last ice cream eaten: Double Chocolate with chocolate chips and syrup about two weeks ago.
Last time wanting to die: 8th Grade
Last time hugged: Last night.
Last lipstick used: Something with the word pink or stardust
Last underwear worn: description? I'd rather you not think about what under my pants.
Last bra worn: again. I will not describe though it is very pretty.
Last shirt worn: White one with nothing on it. I wore easy clothes so I can change faster at the mall.
Last time dancing: Last night, in my room.
Last poster looked at: The one for a concert for Monte (may he R.I.P)
Last web page visited: Gareths